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sometimes it doesn't hurt to wonder how this all happened.
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TUESDAY, DECEMBER TWENTY FIRST, 2010
BLOG ENTRY NUMBER ONE , PUBLIC , 4:09 PM , ADDED BY ADE



mood sick & tired listening to alone in this bed by framing hanley quote i just wanna dance. watching Australia's next top model eating corn soup drinking water tags the things and people that i care about credits ty, daylight outro !? at caution!

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this is crap. i'm sitting here, thinking how pathetic i am. man, i should really be going out with my friends or join in some play. now i'm just wondering if valentine prefers demetria over me. yeah, i know she's cute, she's awesome, sociable, the perfect charitable SUPERFICIAL freak!! and she doesn't even know what she did wrong. i mean FUCK YOU. okay, sorry for going overboard. i hate her so freaking much. i mean, i chatted with her this morning - it was as if nothing was wrong. i tried dropping her hints but NOOOO little miss perfect thinks she's always right. please! you're just a freshie.

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TUESDAY, DECEMBER TWENTY FIRST, 2010
BLOG ENTRY NUMBER TWO , PUBLIC , 11:07 PM , ADDED BY ADE



mood stressed out listening to someday by big time rush quote someday we will work it out. watching the screen eating nothing drinking water is good tags boys, rant uselessly, thoughts credits ty, daylight outro !? at caution!

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have you ever wondered what some guy was thinking about. well, next time you ask what a boy is thinking about - make sure you stop him before he gets into details. here's the thing, girls like to know what a guy's thinking of but somethings are better unsaid. for example, thing in guy's mind = sex. thing girls don't want to know = positions, horniness level, etc. please, spare us the dispair.

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SUNDAY, JANUARY SECOND, 2011
BLOG ENTRY NUMBER THREE , PUBLIC , 06:20 PM , ADDED BY ADE



mood excited! listening to beggin' by macdon quote with you right here i'ma rocketeer and fly watching despicable me eating non! drinking saliva (eww. sorry) tags the typical rants after having not being on in a while credits ty, daylight outro !? at caution!

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okay okay. been frustrated and emotional for the pass few days.. could have had something to do with PMS or just the feeling of being left out and unwanted by cousins. oh well, right now i'm feeling more panicked cause i heard my mum's voice. she might tell me to get off soon. will update you guys on what else is new. meanwhile, i'm just excited school's gonna starts soon. for the record, i HATE the holidays.

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SUNDAY, JANUARY NINTH, 2011
BLOG ENTRY NUMBER FOUR , PUBLIC , 07:59 PM , ADDED BY ADE



mood PAARRTTTAAYY listening to push by enrique igliesias quote and we don't give a dang dang dang dang dang about nobody ee ee eee watching a movie in my mind eating dinner drinking orange juice tags 16th birthday party, val, and the rest credits ty, daylight outro !? at caution!

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Hot damn! I'm going to have my birthday party soon. The theme is vintage nerd - I know, it's hard to get. But anywhoo, I'm excited as hell and I hope I'll have fun on that day. Was chatting with Valentine earlier on, he seemed unlike himself. It was just so hard to tell, he so mysterious and all. Dang. Adrial's moving soon It's so sad.. I'm gonna miss him real lot. He was such a great friend.. Have nothing much to say today. Kinda down.

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MONDAY, JANUARY TENTH, 2011
BLOG ENTRY NUMBER FIVE , PUBLIC , 08:05 PM , ADDED BY ADE



mood missing someone listening to music again by adam lambert quote you make wanna listen to music again watching the tabs flicker eating nothing for dinner drinking non! tags my pathetic song credits ty, daylight outro !? at caution!

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So I composed this song. I never have the nerve to record myself and put it on the net. So yeah, this is the best you get.

1, 2, 3 and 4
5, 6, 7 and 8
Just counting down the moments till my heart breaks again
There you go, looking so perfect
Wonder if you know that you're looking so sweet
Yeah every step you take,
It's taking my breath away

Chorus :
Cause you are the best part of my days,
Will that be okay?
My fairytale in this land of never ending pain
I dream of you and wish upon the stars
That you thought of me today
Wonder if you feel the same
While I sing out your name

To all the girls who fell in love
For the guy next door who's never notice
Yeah just count down those moments till your heart breaks again
Cause here I am, counting the raindrops
On my window sill
Heart broken and shattered
Cause every word he said
My soul begged him not to make

-- So there you have it, my pathetic excuse of a song.

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TUESDAY, JANUARY ELEVENTH, 2011
BLOG ENTRY NUMBER SIX , PUBLIC , 11:10 PM , ADDED BY ADE



mood fucked listening to Butterfly by Miley Cyrus quote oh welll..... watching the raindrops on my windowsill eating noodles, egg and fried chicken drinking orange juice tags !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*QWERTYUIOP credits ty, daylight outro !? at caution!

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This has got to be the worse day in this year so far. I don't know what's happening. A friend of mine is ignoring me and doing her jealous thing whenever I hang around another friend. It's really depressing. And afterwards, I was accused of recking a relationship! FUCK! WHY WOULD I WANT TO RECK SOMETHING I PROTECTED???!!!! I mean, at this moment it felt like life was laughing at me saying, "Poor poor naive little Addielyan, being so optimistic all the time." I don't even feel like writing right now. And yet it gets on my nerves, really. I HATE THIS!!